AMMA....

Amrithamaay, Abhayamaay...

Janani nee engumille...

Janiyilum, Mrithiyilum

Nizhalaay nee koode ille...

Mizhi neeril,  Theli vaanil kanavaay nee...

Mozhi thorum puthu mannil nanavaay nee...

Oru paalaazhi pol nenchil neeyennum....

Amma...

Ammayaanu Daivam... ‘Amma allaathe vere oru daivam undo..??  Athilum valiyoru kovil undo...’ ennaanu kavi paadiyirikkunnathu...

Matha Pitha Guru Daivam ennaanu parayunnathu... Karanam... Ammayaanu oru kunjinu  janmam nalki  ee  lokathilekku kondu varunnathu... Athinu shesham aa  Ammayaanu namukku  Pithaavine kaanichu tharunnathu... Athu kazhinju  Mathavum  Pithavum koode  Guruvineyum  Guru Daivatheyum  kaanichu  tharunnu... Ellaa arivinteyum thudakkam Ammayil ninnum aanu....

Ammaku chutum aanu nammude shaishavam(Babyhood) chuti thiriyunnathu... Nammude oro chalanangalilum (movement) oro valarchayilum ammayude adhwaanam und... Nammude oro nimishangalilum ammayude urangaatha kannukal koode undaakum... Ammayude snehathinu, karuthalinu, thyaagathinu pakaram vakkaano thaarathamyam (compare) cheyyaano onnum thanne ee lokathil illlaaa....

Ammayude mula paalil ninnum aanu nammal aadhyam prakrithiye ariyunnathu... Ammayude naavil ninnum aanu nammude mathrubhasha nammal padikkunnathu... Ammayude kai viral thumbil koode aanu nammude aadhya paadha chalanangal thudangunnathu....

Ingane ellaam ulla aaa kaanappetta daivathe orkaan, snehikkaan, ee janmam mathiyaakumo....

Ente jeevithathil enikku 3 Ammamaaru aanu ullathu....

1) Enne nonthu prasavicha Amma..

2) Enne valarthi valuthaakkiya Amma...

3) Jeevithathinte vazhiyil, enikku koottaayi kittiya penkuttiku janmam nalkiya Amma...

Ente jeevithathinte oro ghattangalilum(juncture) enne  swaadheenicha(influence), enne njaan aayi nila nirthunna shaktikal aanu lokathile etavum sundarikal aaya ee 3 sthreekalum... 

Enikku 2 vayassu ullappol aanu ente mummy um papayum naattil appachanteyum ammachiyudeyum koode enne  kondu chennu aakkunnathu... Pinne 15 vayassu vare avide thanne aayirunnu...  Athu kondu thanne ente shaishavam, baalyam  ellaam njan ammachiyodu koode aayirunnu... Njan ammachiye ‘Amma’ ennaanu vilichirunnathu... Aaa ammayude nenchil kidannu njan valarnnathu... Nadakkumpol  veezhaathe kai pidicha amma... Veezhumpol odi vannu eduthu aaswasippikkunna amma... Schoolil kondu pokunna amma... Uchakku chorum kondu schoolil varunna amma... Schhol vittu odi varumpol enne ketti pidichu umma vakkunna amma... Enikku choru vaari tharunna amma.. paattukal padippicha amma.. Praarthikkan padippicha amma.. Enikku kathakal paranju thanna amma.. Enne nenchodu cherthu ‘Omana thinkal kidaavo.. Nalla komala thamara poovo’ paadi urakkiya amma...  Njan  urangunnathu vare urangaathe kaathirunna amma.. Amma enikku ellaam aayirunnu... Ammaku chutum aayirunnu ente lokam... Alla, amma aayirunnu ente lokam... Innum eniku vendi kaathirikkunna, enikku vendi praarthikkunna ente ammaye pati ezhuthumpol ente kannukal ariyaathe nananju pokunnu.... 

Enne prasavicha ammaye njan Mummy ennu aanu vilikkunnathu... Mummy ente kutti kaalathu varshathil orikal vannu kalipaattangal tharunna oral maathram aayirunnu... Mummye njan aduthu ariyunnathum manasil aakkunnathum 15 vayassinu shesham aanu... Papa marichathinu shesham enne valarthaan mummy orupaadu kashtapettu... Njan valarnnathu naattil aanenkilum ella maasavum mummy money order ayakkumayirunnu.... Ella aazhachayilum oru letterum... Aaa letters il swantham makane laalikkuvaaaanum  thaalolikuvaanum  avante valarcha kaanaanum  kazhiyaathe poya oru ammayude vedhanayum nomparangalum undaayirunnu... Schoolil ellaa kuttikaludeyum achanum ammayum varumpol enikku chilappol okke vishamam thonnumaayirunnu... Appol okke ammaye kaananam ennu aagrahichittund... Aaa madiyil onnu urangaan njan orupaadu kothichittund... Pakshe  thaaraattu paattinte eenavum aayi amma avide undaayilla... Innu mummyude koode jeevikumpol, aa snehavum karuthalum ariyumpol “enikku ente kuttikaalam thirike kittiyirunnu enkil....” ennu  njan ariyaathe  aagrahichu pokunnu... Innu.., kazhinja naalukalil tharaan kazhiyaathe poya snehathinte irattiyaayi mummy thannu kondirikkunnu... Ee snehathinu njan enthu pakaram kodukkum... Engane njan nanni parayum...

Ente jeevithathile 3^rd Amma ye enikku kittiyittu kurachu maasangale akunnulloo... Anubhavikkaan irikkunna snehathe patiyulla pratheekshakal aanu aa ammaye pati orkumpol ente manasilekku varunnathu... Enne swantham makanaayi karuthiya amma... Ente ammaye pole, mummy ye pole enne  ‘Liju Mone...’ ennu vilikkaan sheelicha amma... Orupaadu snehavum cheriya cheriya paribhavangalum ulla Amma... Ente Jishuvinu janmam kodutha Amma... Aaa ammayude snehathinte kai pidichu njan aa kudumbathilekku kayarumpol avide enne kaathirikkunnathu njan orikalum anubhavichittillaatha oru pithaavinte snehavum koode aanu... Avide enikku oru aniyathi koode und.. Ivarellaam aaa ammayude sammaanangal aanu...  Oro divasam  kazhiyumpolum  oro thavana samsaarkumpolum ente pratheekshakalku bhaaram koodukayaanu...............

Ivare koodaathe enne swantham makane pole snehicha, karuthiya ellaavareyum enikku Nanniyode maathrame orkaan kazhiyunnullooo...

Amma..

Snehavum Karunayum Thyaagavum ellaam onnichu cherunna ee vaakkinaal vilikkapedaan bhaagyam labhicha ellaa Ammamaarkum Mothers Day aashamsikunnu...

Snehathode.......

Swantham...

Liju.....

AMMA MANASU...