YAATHRA THUDARUNNU....

Ente jeevane pole njan snehicha ente veettukaareyum naattukaareyum koottukaare yum vittu bombaykku varika ennu parayunnathu enikku hrudayam parichu maatunnathu pole aayirunnu... Ente pappayude aniyate makal chinnuvinu annu 3 vayasse ullooo.. enikku avale pirinju irikkan vayya.. pinne ente naadu veedu koottukaar athilokke upari njan snehikkunna penkutty... ivare ellam vittu oru yaathra enikku aalochikkan polum kazhiyumaayirunnilla... Pakshe ella kaaryaangalum nammal vicharikkum pole aavillallo... Angane enikku naattil ninnum Mumbai kku varendi vannu...

30 April 2000

Njan naattil ninnum Mumbai kku train kayariya divasam... Enne kaanaan aaa locality il ulla ellaarum vannirunnu... Enne ketti pidichu karanja ente koottukaarude mukhangal enikku innum orma und... Enikku naattil ninnum varaan ottum manasu illaayirunnu.. Ennodu annu veettukaar paranjathu mumbai yil poyi B.com kazhinju thirichu naattil varaam ennu aaanu... Appol pinne njanum othu 5 varshathe kaaryam alle.. poyekkaam... Angane njan Mumbai kku train kayari...

Ennodothunarunna pularikale
ennodothu kinaavu kandu
chirikkum ninavukale
yaathra thudarunnu
shubha yaathra nernnu varoo

Ente vazhikalil mooka
santhwanamaaya poovukale
ente mizhikalil veenudanja
kinaakkale nanni
madhuramaam paadheymaay then
kanikal thanna karukkale
thalarumee udal thaangi nirthiya
paramaam kaarunnyame
nanni nanni

02 May 2000

Njan Mumbai il vannu irangiya divasam... Enne irukayyum neetti sweekaricha mumbai maha nagarathinu nanni... Annu Dadar il njan train irangumpol njan orikkalum vicharichilla mumbai ye njan ithra adhikam snehikkum ennu... Oru sadharana naattin prathe payyanil ninnum Innathe liju vilekkulla valarchayude thudakkam aayirunnu annu... Marangalum nadhikalum okke ulla kochu keralathile kochu gramathil ninnum concrete kettidangal niranja mumbai yil vanna enikku aaake oru amparappu aayirinnu...

Ivide vannappol bhashayude prashnam aayirnnu aadhyam... Enikku hindi kurachu okke naattil vachu thanne ariyaavunnathu bhagyam.. Pakshe enikku ariyaavunna hindiyum mumbai yude hindi yum thammil aakshavum bhoomiyum thammil ulla athra vyathyasam undaayirunnu... Njan parayunnathu matullavarkum avaru parayunnathu enikkum manassil aavaatha avastha... Aaadhyam okke kure kashtapettu... Pinne aa kashtapedal oru sheelam aaayi.. Pinne eppolo athokke maari...

Pakshe njan ippolum ente naadine orupaadu snehikkunnu, othiri mis cheyyunnu... Innu ente naadum naattukaarum orupaadu maariyirikkunnu... Orupaadu puthiya mukhangal... Palarkum enne ariyilla... Enkilum ente manassil innum pacha puthacha nilangalum njangal koottukaar kulikkan pokaarulla nadhikalum okke und... Ente keralam neenaal vaazhatte...

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